I cheated on her. I fessed up and told her. After months of leaving me in the dark she tells me she wants to try again, but proceeds to blatantly ignore me or my requests that we spend time together. I didn’t push her on that issue, as I thought she deserved to treat me like that. Besides, I was the f****** scumbag who cheated in the first place, so what right would I ever have to complain. Due to us spending little time together, she tells me that she is over me. The only thing that I can do now is just think about her. I love her so much and yet I fucked it all up. She says she’s happy now, so what right do I have to complain anyways. Yet I can’t seem to stop thinking about her. Pretty f****** pathetic.
