i watched p********** online.
and i had all of these good things happen to me this week yet i still did it. i feel really bad and stupid for doing it and im afraid that God is going to be angry with me and make me have bad things happen to me or take away the good things that i got. i really enjoyed those good things and they made me want to be alive and nog want to kil myself or cut. i really dont want those to be taken away because i absolutley loved them and i want to be forgiven for my sins.
