I think I’m in love with my cousin. I can’t stop thinking about her and the more I do the more s***** the feelings become. My family have been suspicions of how close we are and always made comments about the fact we’re related and I’m 3 years older. I’m not sure how she feels about me which makes me nervous because we sometimes have flirty banter and I’m not sure if she means what she says… where I do…
New years eve her family came to my families house to celebrate new years together. There was beer and everyone was having a good time. A little before midnight me, my brother and cousins went on Omegle for a bit of fun. My cousin (lets call her Sasha) sat on my lap so she could see the screen. I put my arms around her and we interlocked fingers. I was kneeling on the floor and she pushed herself right up to me so her b*** was pressed into my groin. As we were laughing and messing around on Omegle she seemed to rub herself against me. Of course nature took over and I had to re position her so she didn’t feel it…
From that night we were getting closer and closer, hugging more, talking more. Every night we would text, “night, love you” to each other, but the more I sent that, the more I felt like I was IN love with her. I want to tell her I think I love her but if she doesn’t feel the same I don’t know what I’d do. I’ve never felt this way about any family member and I’ve even gone as far as thinking we’re third cousins… technically we could do it and it’s fine…