I’m hallucinating really badly again.
I’m lethargic…..I can hardly get myself to stomach food. I haven’t seen my therapist since last year, I know that I need to go and see her. But I don’t want to be told I need medication. I won’t self medicate either, or at least that’s what I keep having to remind myself.
I pity anyone who crosses me. I am tired of being under so much stress and pressure.
I’m afraid that I am going to hurt someone. Or do something I might regret later.
