i hate what i feel right now. this guy i used to like was basically homophobic and ppl at my school made fun of gay ppl so i stopped telling ppl i was bi.

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i hate what i feel right now. this guy i used to like was basically homophobic and ppl at my school made fun of gay ppl so i stopped telling ppl i was bi. i found out that the guy i liked told his sister that he didn’t like me because i was gay. so i basically tried to forget i was gay. i was proud of it and i didn’t care but because i wanted to be liked so bad by him i changed who i was. now i don’t know what i am. i feel so invalid because of how many times i’ve changed my s******** but i feel like i truly do like girls. i saw a tiktok couple and now i can’t stop thinking about it. i hate myself for doing that. he probably never liked me in the first place. my thing is that i try so hard for love and it always fails. i dated this girl zoe and i loved her but i broke up w her and i lowkey regret not texting her back but it was a year ago so

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I don’t like goodbyes with people I like, I sometimes I just skip it. Often in these scenarios, I just cancel the last meeting we’re supposed to have and say I’m ill. That way the last time I saw them isn’t sad because we thought we had one more meeting before parting ways and we don’t need to say farewell.

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DeztaMaoist- Thy sacrifice their everyday pathetic lives for lies. Them blacks use excuses to avoid responsibility. Those gays act soft to get their way. The jews claim they are never in the wrong. We are all evil souls. From the n****** to trans to women to disabled. We are nothing more then anomalies in a corrupted world. “Kilzo al thy!”