Met a woman on reddit. Was purely physical attraction at first. But the chatting and flirting and cybering deepened. Before I realized we were talking about being in love. We’re worlds apart, geographically, age, just life in general, but we maintained a virtual love affair for most of a year and I was seriously looking for ways to get to her, to give up everything I knew for a chance to be with who I thought was my soulmate. It’s a lot more complicated of course, but I wanted to be with her and her with me. Red flags start going off and I get insecure about things and I made assumptions about the nature of the relationship I guess I shouldn’t have. She could never make me feel like a priority to her and due to the time differences, it was very difficult. But I would not hesitate to give up sleep just for a chance. Then it all just imploded. I caught her in a flat out lie and she shattered any trust I had and now it’s over and I’m trying to just let it go, but I just don’t know how. I just want to walk away and not look back, but I love her and I can’t stop thinking about her.