I’m about to get married and I love my fiance. Being with him feels right. He doesn’t make me feel like I need to hide myself or be ashamed of myself like my ex husband who cheated on me did. I hate the fact my ex moved on and seems happy. We have been divorced for 5 years and haven’t spoken in 4. I’m a better person without him in my life, but I just keep thinking about the day before our divorce him begging me over the phone not to do it and that I was right, he did regret what he did. A part of me can’t seem to move on. I feel like a terrible person for feeling this way. I want him to be miserable without me because he destroyed me back then. I really hate that he’s happy because he doesn’t deserve it. It’s hard at times not to message his girlfriend and warn her about him cheating on all the girls he’s ever been with, but i think it’s best she finds out like the rest of us. I hope one day I wake up and have forgotten all about that emotionally abusive a******.
