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I can’t stand the way I am, I hate myself. I lost my virginity at a young age, I was the one that started it but I don’t know why, I can’t even really remember it, it’s like a blur, like I was someone else when it happened, it was like I couldn’t control my own body, and now I’m scared to let anyone touch me s******* because I’m scared that it will happen again, that I won’t be able to control myself and I will end up doing something I regret, because I can’t stop it, I don’t even know what is happening to me anymore, because I keep doing things but I don’t remember why, and sometimes I can’t even remember how or when or why I went somewhere or got to where I am, and it scares me.

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