I’m 15 and I was charged by the police for shop lifting, I don’t know why I did it, I can’t remember doing it, but I did it and got caught, I felt like I had control of something in my life, everything in life just hits me like I’ve been sent here to be a target for the negative things in life, I had depression and borderline disorder and I’m a self harmer, I can’t live with the guilt, my whole family have disowned me, I live with my mum and she has disowned me too but only to the degree that she can’t throw me out, only because I’ve nowhere else to go, I can’t live with myself after what I’ve done, I just want to die, I’ve lost everything.
