Over the years I have been sick without realising it. i have been pouring water into my colon, putting objects in there, without realizing the amount of

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Over the years I have been sick without realising it. i have been pouring water into my colon, putting objects in there, without realizing the amount of infections, bacteria, diseases one can get from there. i fear that apart from having some illness that i have been trying to find out recently, this might be contagious and now is spreading all over the world. they say i’m a hypochondriac, but i never got the courage to either stop doing what i was doing or go to the proper specialist when i got the frist symptoms like a red spotted tongue, warts. etc. my whole body is being affected now. my eyesight, i have no immunity, chest pains, hearing loss, dizzyness. im probably filled with diseases right now, and have been unintentionally sharing them with people for years, and the symptoms they get now don’t seem to alarm them. i want to find out what is wrong, but the healthcare system here, and my problematic persona only have driven me into the circle of hypochondria and nobody believeing me, as well as the inability to do anything as i am unemployed, ran out of funds, and cannot see what range of diseases are in my body right now and are slowly killing me first. i hope it doesn’t become a pandemic, but it seems to be so. i have been afraid all my life, never had the courage to do anything good for anyone. my kidneys are failing, my bowel movements stopped, im dehydrated, have scurvy, a cold that isn’t going away, something is really wrong, and is being caused by a myriad of bacteria, diseases that i have been harboring in my body due to this stupid obsession to penetrate myself and fill myself up with water. i endangered the lives of everyone, i see symptoms in other people, the most obvious one – wounds not healing efficiently, which is probably in its later stages. im 24 and haven’t contributed to society, and now i have ruined it. time is running out for me, i think society won’t find out how serious i have made things for a long time, because the doctors and everyone i share my symptoms with refuse to believe it is brought on by serious diseases, as i have done only simple regular health tests, that show normal values.

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