I can’t understand why I was paid off from my last full time job, their boss told me I should put in for a ‘board’ job and she would recommend me. Board job means somebody else has been promoted and their vacancy is posted on the ‘board’
For some reason she was desperate I stay, I thought she was just blowing smoke rings couldn’t wait to get me out of her dept but when my cards came (paid off) she was in tears. I’m used to it and immune to it.
Her tears were genuine and not guilty fake tears, I’m a number that’s all. It’s work it’s life I’m used to it. That’s when I was 37 I’m 42 now and the last 5 years have been hard. I wish I wasn’t so f***** stoic in the face of adversity.
I work for myself now, under pricing is an understatement. I ripped my finger open on a job last month and duct taped the wound to carry on working. My left hand is fucked now.