I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women at my job and otherwise that I’m a homosexual sissy boy who likes women to give me huge s******* dildos up my b******* and let women watch me take guy’s huge penises up my b******* while I wear women’s g string p****** and I indicated to the women the look and stink of my b******* and I made s******* submissive very feminine noises and facial expression and I used profanity and I was manipulative divisive hypocritical feminine disgusting pathetic homosexual selfish prideful self righteous lazy insensitive immature unprofessional irresponsible and I was unloving unmerciful unfaithful I complained I was disrespectful angry I gossiped I passed judgment against others I was anxious afraid worried paranoid I had resentment I had a martyr like attitude and I accidentally clocked in late for my job and I was humiliated embarrassed and I felt awkward