I feel so nauseated.. I haven’t eaten a full meal in… … I actually have no idea. The scary thing is I don’t even feel like I want to eat anymore. When I eat, I can feel the food land in my stomach and I just don’t like that feeling anymore. It’s like a stuffy full gross feeling. Not a pleasant full feeling. It’s not like I like being hungry, and it’s not like i’m purposely avoiding food. I just don’t eat. Majority of the time it’s either I don’t have time or I don’t have money. I had two crackers yesterday with some chicken and celery on it and I had a mini siopao about two days ago. Ugh, I can’t even take a firm s*** anymore because I don’t eat. I feel like I can’t even think straight anymore.. Even worse I’ve been doing this for about three years now. I’m just so tired.
