I identify as asexual. When i was younger, you know in that phase that people usually go through puberty, i had no interest in s**, no curiosity, i didn’t really want anything to do with it nor did i think or talk about it as much as my peers did. I used to think something was wrong with me cause i wasn’t as interested in the topic as they were. Now a few years later, present day, i’d say that my s** drive is still relatively low. I still don’t have any interest in other people touching me. I’ve kissed a few people before and they were all lacking experiences. I felt nothing. No type of s***** attraction towards them. Sometimes i even like to refer to myself as me-s***** lmao, I get turned on like every other human being but i never feel the need to have s** with someone, the mere thought of it actually makes my skin crawl. Though i wouldn’t be against it if i have a significant other that wasn’t asexual, i just have never felt the need for s** between myself and another person. If i did have a s******* active significant other, i wouldn’t mind attempting to pleasure them ig, i don’t really like the thought of having s** but like i said i wouldn’t mind giving it a try since they do have needs, a bj or hj i think i would be comfortable enough to do. But just thinking about them touching my body- god i can’t. I do m********* though. Only me. If i think of anyone else being there with me or anyone else touching me i get turned off immediately and break out into a cold sweat lol. ig the point im trying to get to is that i identify as asexual but i feel pleasure and get turned on etc. is it wrong of me to identify as asexual ? I don’t know how to go about this. figuring myself out is hard.