I am terrified that if I have kids, I will end up hating my life and resenting my own children for it. I don’t want to be a bad mom or bad person but I am so worried that I will miss the happy life I have right now and hate that one. My friends with kids are so happy – but their everyday life (never sleeping, chasing kids, wearing snot/sweat from little ones, never going on dates, never going out, talking only about their children, quitting work, hardly leaving the house, spending all excess income on their kids, taking only kid-friendly vacations) would make me want to kill myself. Too bad my husband definitely wants them so I’m going to find out…
