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My ex boyfriend and I broke up five months ago today. Tomorrow he and his new girlfriend will have been together for four months. (He started dating her on the rebound.) WE were together for 4 1/2 years, and I am still in love with him. His new girlfriend? My best friend… and since I have no where else to go I still live with her, and he stays over a lot because he is broke. I know I shouldn’t be in love with him, but I just can’t stop it at this point. I’m not mad at him… I’m mad at her. I just can’t believe that she thought it was okay to do this to me! Sometimes I just get so angry and I want to go yell at her and ask her what the hell is wrong with her. But she has a lot of issues, depression , mild Asperger’s Syndrome, and heavy social anxiety, and I can’t just go in there and yell at her. Also because of her Asperger’s she doesn’t understand the social norms like “Don’t date your best friend’s ex.” She just thought she would be happy so “that’s all she wrote.” Anyway, it really s****, but I don’t see them lasting that long anyway.

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