I have a problem. Ive been dating my bf for over a year, and we have a wonderful relationship. He treats me better than any other guy, he has a job, hes responsible, he has his own place, hes smart, hes funny…but he as a really small p****. At first it didnt bother me, I figured I could adapt over time, but its really beginning to bother me now. Ive never had an o***** during s** with him, not even once. And I dont dare mention it to him because hes really sensitive about it.

Now heres the worst part. Ive recently been texting with an old ex of mine from a few years ago. It started out innocent, but lately hes been getting flirty with me. Normally I wouldnt think anything of it but hes very well endowed, and its been so long since Ive been satisfied in bed, I just cant stop thinking about him. I know it would crush my bf if he knew I was still talking to this guy, much less fantasizing about him and his much larger p****.

I feel horrible for even considering it but I miss good s** so much its killing me. Im sick of having to fake orgasms every single time with my bf. I just want to be satisfied for once. I dont know what Im going to do but I do know I feel terrible for this. If I could take my ex bfs p**** and switch it wit my current bfs p****, everything would be perfect.

Its tearing me up inside with all this pondering and guilt. My ex has his own place and it would be really easy to pay him a visit every once in a while, but I would feel so guilty even if my bf never ever found out. I just dont know what to do.