I dont even know why am I still venting here nor do I have the right to form conclusions out of nothing. Not that anyones to blame. No im sure Everyone has their own reasons. But wth what am I going to lose right? I am genuinely and utterly moving with pure intentions because what the heck would i have to get from others? It both saddened and infuriates me but as I have vowed to try and not be toxic again, I was trying my best. I felt used and i dont like it. And for whatevers worth I know what’s healthy or not. This didnt happened at all. And btw.. f*** y’all im not a push over and i very much know how to assert myself.