I feel like I don’t matter to anyone. I don’t have any real friends. No one ever asks me to hang out and they never text me or call me. It isn’t like I haven’t tried to talk to people and be friends, but maybe there’s something wrong with me. Maybe I’m just too annoying. It seems like the more I care about people, the more they don’t want me. I’m so easy to replace that it’s sickening. I’m told almost every day how unneeded I am by someone who used to look up to me. My “best friend” never texts me back and always has other friends she would rather hang out with. My boyfriend would pick drugs over me because I refuse to do them. I hate myself for sounding like such an over dramatic teenager, but I just feel like no one cares. I just don’t want to do this anymore. It hurts so much to feel like no one wants me. I have sisters, but whenever I get even slightly upset about something, my oldest sister makes fun of me for being too dramatic and so I feel like I can’t talk about anything. All the people who insist on prying and asking me what is wrong are mean every other day. It isn’t like they care. I just wish I knew who really did care.