I’m married and I love my husband to no end. But he is 10 yrs older than I am and diabetic so while he is able to have an erection he cannot last longer than 1-2 minutes. Sometimes he is as fast as 2 pushes. It is incredibly and painfully frustrating! His p**** is not very big but like I said I love him with all of my heart and he is the greatest husnd a wife could want, so I accepted this fact about him especially because it wasn’t this bad 8 yrs ago when we first met. When we first met s** was great what he didn’t have in size he made up for in intamcy I was always satisfied. But now im always left disappointed and wanting more. So I m********* while hed at work, all the time. He doesn’t like m*********** and considers it cheating so I have to hide it from him. And its really difficult to hide my vibe. If he found it im sure it would embarass him and anger him but I need it. Its big and hard and stretches me the way I like it…. I hope he doesn’t find it I dont want to hurt his feelings, but I dont want to lose my vibe, it keeps me satisfied