I’m addicted to talking to this one girl. I don’t love her, though. I talk to her for the same reason I’m on this site, to confess everything. I talk to her mostly about the girl I’m actually in love with (she has a boyfriend so I know she doesn’t feel anything wrong with that). Even though I know we’re just about best friends, I can’t help thinking there’s something wrong with it. I can’t stop talking to her, though, even if I try. When I do manage to not talk to her, my horrible self control makes me message the girl I love. I think I’m pushing both of them away, and I think I need to pull myself together or else I will ruin everything and everyone close to me.