I did my Ph.D. in pure mathematics from a mid ranking university in the United States. I have now come to realize that I have become completely unemployable in the world. I was good student and had a good future ahead of me when I finished my undergrad. I chose to do pure math and reduced myself to a completely worthless being. I have sent hundreds of applications in the last couple of years and I got rejected from every where. Academic world wouldn’t take me and I have no practical skills to be employed in an industry. I repent so much for doing this to myself. I feel a lot of hate for my advisor and my university.