Yo, I’m a 13 year old girl and I just got into a fight with my 18 year old sister.
I had a really rough childhood with my parent’s divorcing when I was 5 and my older sister always constantly fist-fighting my mom. I see my dad maybe 5 days a month and I don’t have a very strong relationship with my mom, infact I think she hates me. I’m what you consider to be a mentally gifted child, as I go to one of the best schools in the state, possibly country and I have astounding test scores. Although I never pay attention in class and just come up with stuff on my own.
Onto the main confession, I most likely have many mental disorders and problems but my mom just refuses to listen or get me tested because I’m the supposed mature for my age child. I often dream about harming myself, but I never want to hurt others. I also have 2 cats and a dog that I put above everything else, without them, I would kill myself. I only try in life so that I can make my pets happy, for all I care, everyone else can go die in a ditch. My pets are the only ones who were there for me, won’t judge me, and will listen to what I have to say.
Because of my lack of motivation, I rarely clean my room, as such, it’s a bit of a pigsty. I often get told by my mom that I look and smell like s***. My older sister, also hates me for this. She often calls me a b****, weirdo, etc. My sister has a 7 month old and she treats her like a goddess. I love my neice, and feel bad she has to live with my sister for a mother.
About 2 hours ago, I was laying in my bed playing on my phone, when my sister kicks my door open and starts screaming at me. I just stare at her as she screeches at me to clean my room in the most rude manner imaginable. I simply say no, and she gets pissed, like the little b**** she is, and walks over to me. I sit up and put my phone behind my back so she doesn’t take it. She stands over me and grabs my arm while I kick at her, she tells me she’s gonna punch me if I kick her. She grabs my arm and takes my phone then runs out of my room. I scream for my mom, but neither her nor her boyfriend were home. My sister has threatened and hit me before, my mom knows t