Alright i think ive made my point. Instead of being crazy or making ultimatums, I’m just gonna let go and back off. I dont want to pressure you, I dont want to be clingy, I dont want to hurt anyone, I dont want to be manipulative, and I dont want to say anything stupid or reckless or impulsive to hurt you. I just want you to want me. That’s it. Just consider it, please? Ill be here. Even if I end up playing the field a little, my heart belongs to you T. I’m serious about growth now. If I have to work at it a little longer, so be it. I dont want to try to rush you and then end uup losing you forever when having a little bit of patience could result in us actually getting our happily ever after. I’m sorry I’m so impatient and bipolar sometimes. Ill let you be now. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and I aint been letting you breathe. Plus Id rather enjoy my birthday to be honest. If that means detaching and dissociating for a while, so be it. Whatever stymies the neurotic tendencies. Bye for now. Hit me up for coffee sometime, if you want.