I dream that I will meet my future husband, and he will be a total M-A-N! Curly hair, cowboy boots, and strong arms to break down my walls. I guess I read too many romance novels. Lol. But, I want him to be a little stubborn, brave, protective, and charming. But its a dream because I am afraid of intimacy. I am a professional fort builder. Sometimes I feel like I am entombing myself. I don’t want to feel like this. I just want to feel safe. My biggest fear is that I will stay invisible or no-one will take a chance on me.