I don’t know if I should be embarassed or not that sometimes I watch p*** when I’m not with my boyfriend and I start touching myself I kinda get naughty and k****.I’ve been with him for 3 months and I still didn’t tell him that because I’m affraid what he’d say about this.He’s my first I wasn’t with a man before and I don’t want to think that I’m not the inocent and decent looking girl he fall in love with.At first I felt very uncomfortable even watching love movies with him that involved intense s** scenes,but he picked those movies not me.Only when I’m watching with him I get very tense watching those kind of scenes I hope he doesn’t make a wrong impression about me.When we are having s** I’m very chilled enjoying every single moment spent with him.So idk,if I should tell him that I like p*** but I’m too embarassed to tell him that.