I was unsure of which category to put this under, honestly. I feel inadequate compared to some of the other confessions on here. We've been having money

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I was unsure of which category to put this under, honestly. I feel inadequate compared to some of the other confessions on here.

We’ve been having money difficulties, both my parents and myself. I am only in high school and I may be in debt before I graduate. I was dual enrolled in two classes for a short time, but I had dropped the college credit part of them due to not being able to afford it. I had just found out last week, after a full semester and the day after my parents’ car was repossessed, that I had not dropped the classes in time, apparently, and am still expected to pay the fees. Now, I have the opportunity to appeal to the board, which I am, but that’s not the point of this.

Needless to say, I have been freaking out a tad bit, so I’ve vented to a few friends and teachers. So many of them are willing to help me if they are able to and it simply blows my mind. I’ve always felt like I’m not enough and all of these people are willing to help me. It has only today just clicked how kind people can truly be. I’ve had plenty of times when people were willing to help me, whether it was a city bus driver, a total stranger, that was off the clock drive me home or a teacher willing to listen to my issues. I feel like I was so blind.

Too many times we say that we hate people, which, to an extent, is true, but we always tend to overlook all the good that’s in the world.

I’m not sure if anyone will read this, but it feels good to be able to get it out there. Who ever does read this, as cliche as it may be, remember there is always someone willing to give their love to you freely, even if it’s just a small act of kindness. The best way to repay them? Pay it forward. Do something nice for someone else.

As dark as life is for me at the moment, I still can see some light, and you know what? I may not have been able to see that teensy bit of light if it weren’t so dark right now.
Love to you, friend.

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In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.