When I first saw you I thought you were cute and I liked your style. It was simple and I didn’t think much of it. I know the exact moment when I realized how very attracted to you I was. We sat next to each other in class. I had never really seen your eyes and we had never talked. The teacher was going around the classroom and having everyone talk about one of the assignments we all had to do. You were the first one to talk and when you did, I looked at your eyes as you spoke to the teacher out loud. I was dumbfounded. I had been sitting next to you for probably a month and a half and didn’t realize who I was sitting next to. You made my heart push into my throat everyday forward without talking to me once. With one look at your crystal clear blue engulfing eyes, I was struck. Struck with awe. Your presence alone was enough to make me feel flutters in my stomach and that freaked me out. Since the day that I truly saw your eyes, I have admitted to myself that I am gay. Writing it out just now brought complete silence to my thoughts for 5 seconds which has never happened. I’ve never written it out like that. Anyway, I don’t even know if you’re into girls but even if you’re not, the impact you’ve already made on me is huge and you have no clue. During the rest of the semester I always felt your eyes were on me and that we had an understood connection. Of course, it’s very unlikely and probably all made up in my head. But I’m still going to be intrigued by you. Every time we pass each other on campus, I’ll probably blush like a goofball. If we were to ever talk, which is highly possible because we have mutual friends, I don’t know how I would handle it. Your presence is overwhelmingly wonderful and terrifying all at the same time.