I am absolutely in love with my boyfriend. I love how well he treats me and I can honestly see myself with him for a long time. The only thing is, I totally have this crush on a guy that is 6 years older than me and lives on a completely different continent, in a completely different country. I started talking to him before I even met my boyfriend and to be honest, they kinda have the same body type, sooo I close my eyes while we have s** sometimes and pretend that I am having s** with this other guy.

I know I have absolutely no shot with this other guy but he is just so incredibly s*** and so incredibly great, I just can’t help it! Before my boyfriend we used to f*** around on the phone and computer, and he respects my boyfriend too much to hit on me now, but I know he still would if it was ever possible. And all I have to say is, thank god we’re an entire ocean apart.

Ugh! Australians