I’ve never been particularly good at things growing up, I’ve always been pretty average, or more usually, mediocre. But now, I’m actually getting better at things and I’m totally not used to being good at something, which causes me to freeze up, choke on my words, forget things and mess up all the time. I’m not used to being good, which is why I’m seen as incompetent by others. The only comfort I have is that I’ll never jump off of a bridge…