I think I might be in love with the guy that wont change. The thing is, I don’t know if it’s a school girl crush or a serious thing. I’ve known the guy for years and we dated, but he cheated and neither of us were ready for each other. We were complete opposites, but I did love him. I still do. I always will. Whether that’s in the friendship way, family way or romantic way is totally oblivious to me! I just know that ever since he’s left me (well, we left each other) the single thought of him is heartbreaking and depressing. It’s been longer than a year. What the hell is this feeling and why won’t it go away?!