KEP, I am so sorry. There is nothing I could ever do to earn your forgiveness. It is cowardly of me to contact you in this way, but under the infinitesimal chance that you read this, please, tell me this:
Would you rather that I end my life, so you never have to suffer being in my presence ever again? You’ve taken my happiness, you’ve taken my friends, you’ve taken my hope, what do I have left? Just let me end it. Please.
