I want something really terrible to happen to me. I want a terminal disease or inoperable cancer, just so I can have an excuse to not give a f*** and do what I want.

I want to be kidnapped and tortured. I want to survive it. I want to fight my way free and kill the psycho that had taken me. then wear my scars with pride. I’d wear skimpy clothes and show them off. like yes I went through hell. yes I survived it. yes ill f*** you up too if you don’t get out of my face. now buy me a drink and dance with me or f*** the f*** off