This is my coming out story, I am 17. Since i noticed i wanted to just say it. I am a girl, i always been, i have born as a girl, always feel like one, but the truth is that i am a girl who likes girls. I didn’t knew it until i realize that i was in love with my best friend. So here is it. We used to share a lot of stuffs, like normally girls do. And everything was cool between us, then i started to wonder what would be if i start dating her. It wasn’t weird cause all my life I’ve been wondering what would happen if i feel in love with a girl. I noticed when i was twelve that i actually born liking girls. But never admited it. I tried to forgot that idea, i was trying to change who really was i, so to think better i traveled to the beach and told myself to make what my heart wanted. Later i found myself thinking about her. So I started seeking the best shell in the beach to make with that the best necklace ever seen.I really wanted to impress her. When i return to my house, i stay up late just to make the necklace and seek for the perfect box to contain it. Then i prepared her favorite sandwich just thinking about her smile that she would put while seeing the sandwich. The next day i woke up very early hopping to see her. Afortunately she was in the school that day. I gave her the presents as a “Friendship demostration” She smiled just as i dreamed. Was the happiest day in my life. Then she started to talk about guys and all my happiness felt down. So the next 7 days i was acting really weird and everyday she asked why i was like that and happened to me, she was worried about me and one day i couldent help it. She was so worried, looked me into the eyes and said: Tell me what’s going on with you, let me help you. And i was so llst in her beauty that i just told her: Can i say you in a letter (previously writed one of that nights) and she said yes so i gave her the letter. The next day a message saying that we cannot be friends anymore arrived to my cellphone. That day the world ended up for me. I still missing her and it has passed almost 4 months of that. The time is so much heavy without her. I just miss her so much. Sometimes i wish i never told her nothing and just keep her as my friend forever. Now I’m very sad and the tears allways came out of my eyes when i think of her. Thanks to her i will never noticed that i am a lesbian. So thank you if for some coincidences of life you end up reading this. And thanks to the person who is reading this, cause this confession means so much for me.