Im tired of everything…and the future scares me..what if I cant make it..what if I end up all alone.. every littlw thing thats suppose to make me happy gives me a feeling of dread instead, I cant even eat propeely without feeling guilt I feel like I dont deserve to eat food…which sadly led me to haveing an ulcer..I feel so sad and alone..Im always lonely..I miss when I was a kid whe things were happy I had nothing to worry about, my mom would always take me with her..now that Im in highschool…everything just seems so… bland …sad …and unworty…
