Finally managed to say to my mother that I wished she would stay the night with me in my room after the few times a week hand jobs. That it was lonely when she wnet back to my father. She said she would think about it. A few days later she told me she had a talk with him and had struck a bargain. She was allowed to spend the night with me twice a week as long as he got his p**** first. She also said that he was mentioning the double b******* fantasy from the two of us again. So without talking to me first she struck another deal with him. That he would get a weekly double b******* from us as long as she was allowed to take the time to train me ro have him take my a*** virginity because he wanted to f*** me. I told her that this all seemed to be escalating quickly and that for someone qho did not like the thought of a potentially gay son this seemed to be reinforcing me being so more than about trying to let me explore it to convince me that I could be straight. She agreed, and told me that ever since i had given him the first b******* i ever gave, that every time they fucked he was talking about f****** me in the a** despite being in her p****. I told her i was sorry and she told me not to worry that she was focused in helping me learn what i want and making sure that I feel safe and not forced to do things with my father unless i am mutually wanting to.