After my mother took me to her bed for a weekend to try to convince me i was not gay, and only teaching me that I appeared to be bi, things were quiet for a few days. It felt awkward knowing that my father had known and approved, but it apparently only bothered me he seemed fine/never brought it up and treated me fine. A few days later she asked me how i felt and i told her that i was having a lot of fantasies about her but also about my own gender. She seemed surprised but passed it off with what i though was a joke about how she guessed she was going to have to ruin me for men. I thought nothing of it until the next night when after i had gone to bed i woke up to find her slipping into my bed already naked. She told me not to say a word, to just listen. That my fsther and she were worried that it was just anbsemce of s** that had me desperate to do the simple things i had done with male friends (just jerking off and grinding/frottage), and that they had agreed that until I had a girlfriend/s***** outlet that was “healthy” for me, that she would start visiting my room once or twice a week, and if I had a desperate need in between, to let her know and we would figure out how to handle it. She also told me that tonight i was only getting her hands, and she caressed me everywhere before giving me an amazing h*******. She said that the goal for this was to get me off and keep me from thinking about g****** do much and not about interactive s** and that what we had done previously may not even happen again, or if it did would be a very rare thing. She did allow me to touch her breasts and she slow jerked me off. She lay with me for a while until I fell asleep. I woke up wondering if i had dreamt it but after he left for work she just casuallyy said “did you c** good last night?” And i jumped out of my skin lol. I managed to tell her that i was not trying to be manipulative but it seemed unfair that it was one sided. She said nothing but as i left for school she smiled at me and said if it made me feel better my father had fucked her senseless when she came back to him so no need to worry.
