Nate…I’m so sorry I ever let you go. I know I never deserved you in the first place. At the time that we were together, everyone, including myself, thought it was just a rebound….but it turned into so much more. I fell for you so quickly and so hard. it only took 2 months for me to completely fall for you. You were everything that I could have ever wanted in a guy. and I honestly loved…and still love every single thing about you. The way you walk, the way you talk to me, they way you smile, how excited you get over the smallest things. How, at the end of every day, no matter how late, you just wanted to see me. I miss your hugs that made me feel safe at every moment. I miss the kisses that made me smile more than I have ever smiled in my life. I miss…you. And you may not have known then, and I know you don’t know now…but I think I still love you. I know it’s been 5 months since I let you go…(and I’ve regretted it every day ever since.) But at the time, I was confused…my ex was manipulating me and made me believe things that I shouldnt have. By the time I realized it…it was too late. I’m so sorry I hurt you…I hope you have a fantastic life because you really do deserve it. I love you….