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‘Sit back take a rest
Take a breath from your gut not your chest
And realize that youre OK
Feel the air in your lungs
Slowing down the rapid thump of stress in your heart
Tomorrow is a new day
Look around at your room at the things that you consume
Do you really care if it all just burned away; burned away
A positive mind, a positive mind
Can rule all of mankind
Its convenient to be blind when we’re all a bit alike
And the hustle has you following the wrong signs
A positive mind, a positive mind
From the slums you can arise
Feel your spirit deep inside move and shake
Excited is the energy
To understand that life is grand
And exists larger than your hand
Is the key to responsibility
So look back at your room what it is it tellin you
Is it really there to make you feel at ease; feel at ease
A positive mind, a positive mind
Can rule all of mankind
Its convenient to be blind when we’re all a bit alike
And the hustle has you following the wrong signs
A positive mind, a positive mind
Positivity through responsibility
(Start living by your own design)
Positivity through responsibility
(Start living by your own design)
Positivity through responsibility
(Start living by your own design)
Positivity through responsibility
(Start living by your own design)
Exhale and expel all the negativity within yourself
You own what you are worth and its been with you since birth so let it be
It don’t matter what the others see
So burn up that messy room its meaning less and less
To survive with nothing left can make you truly free; truly free
A positive mind, a positive mind
Can rule all of mankind
Its convenient to be blind when we’re all a bit alike
And the hustle has you following the wrong signs
A positive mind, a positive mind” illbjjb

New Confession

This starts on a sad note . I had just had my 14th birthday . No experience of s** . Only m*********** . My grandmother had been in hospital . This was in England where hospitals and all health care is free . She was told that she was going to die from terminal breast cancer . Given a choice to stay in hospital or go home and have nurses visiting her . She did not want to spend her last days in hospital . She wanted to be with her family . My mother asked her to come to stay with us . She did not work so would be at home . Her and my dad decided to shield me from the suffering . We only had two double bedrooms and a smaller one . My grandmother would stay in my room . They wanted me to move out . They had a friend who was 34 . She owned her own home and had a very good job . Allowing her freedom to choose her hours or work from home . She saw that my parents were stressed by dealing with everything . She offered to let me stay with her . I was reluctant to go . I knew her . But she was my parents friend . It was Friday after school that my parents packed my clothes in to their car . Driving me to her home . They dropped me off and left . June was the name of their friend . I had always called her Miss xxxxxx . From the start she told me not to call her that . It was June . She showed me to my room . Telling me it was my private space and i could treat it like it . Then she showed me the bathroom and toilet . Apologising for only having a bath and no shower . She liked to lay in a hot bath with a radio playing . Reading a book . She wanted me to treat her home as if it was mine . Helping myself to things from the fridge and cupboards . My friends who had seen June. Fancied her . She was blond and had a good figure . Like them i fancied her in a schoolboy fantasy way . I had masturbated thinking about her . On the first nigh June asked me if i wanted a bath to help me relax and settle in . At home we had a bath and a shower . Every night depending on how i was feeling . I had a bath or a shower . I told her i would like to have a shower . She gave me towels and i got my pyjamas . It is a large bathroom . I undressed in there and had my shower . Putting my pyjamas on after it . June asked me for the clothes that i had taken off . She was going to wash them . On the Saturday we had breakfast . June told me she was going shopping at a large designer outlet 12 miles from us . Telling me that i could go with her if i wanted to . We visited the stores . In clothes stores she held up things to show me and ask my opinion . She bought a few things . Then she took me to a lingerie store . Showing me underwear and asking for my opinion . Men were there with their wives but i was them looking at June . I thought it is me that she is with . She took me for a meal . Over the meal she asked if she could buy me something . In the end it was a pair of trainers . Expensive trainers . In the afternoon she wanted me to try them and show her what they looked like . June tried on some of the clothes that she bought . Still asking my opinion of how she looked in them . She showed me the underwear that she had bought . Asking if she had made the correct choice . That night when i was having my bath she cracked open the door . Not looking in . Only asking if i was alright and did i need anything . Over a few nights she opened the door wider . When she did i always covered my p**** with my hands . Just in case she came in . One night she did come in offering to wash my back . She didn’t wait for may answer . Getting hold of the flannel . Putting soap on it and washing me . This time my hands were covering my erection . For a few nights she did this . I was enjoying it . Then one time the soap slipped out of her hand . Falling between my legs . June reached down to pick it up . Brushing her hand against my erection . She did not say anything . Her next move was to get me to stand up . To let her wash my back . I couldn’t cover my erection . Without saying anything she was m*********** me and making me c** in the bath . She handed me a towel and told me to get dry . June was having a bath . She shouted me saying she needed my help . I went in . She was sitting in the bath . I could see her b**** . She asked me to wash her back . Putting soap on the flannel and handing it to me . I had my pyjamas on . She couldn’t miss seeing my erection in them . I washed her back for her every night . Then one night when she shouted me . She was standing up in the bath . Asking me to pass her the towel . Not only did i get my erection . I thought i was going to c** in my pyjamas . I gave her the towel and left her . After her bath she wore her cotton nightdress . Sitting opposite me i an arm chair . Just sitting there she looked so s*** . Then she sat with her knees apart . I was trying to see her p**** with no luck . After 2 nights it all changed . When she sat down . She sort of slid forward on the chair . Now when she was sitting with her knees apart i could see her p**** and her pubic hair . She did it for a couple of nights . I couldn’t help staring at it . On the second night she asked . Can you see enough . Pulling her nightdress up further . She came to sit with me . Letting me feel her . That night we had s** and i slept with her . Now every night i slept with her . As a 14 year old boy it was amazing . Some days she would not dress . Sitting in the lounge naked. She taught me to lick her p**** and give her an o***** . She started to drop me off at school . My pals did not know that i was staying with her . Only that she gave me a lift . They were all making comments about my lift . Nice comments . I had to stay with her for six weeks . My parents always saying they were sorry about me having to stay . My grandmother passed away and i could go home . When i was told . I didn’t want to leave . June told me that i could see her at any time . It made leaving her easier . My Saturdays and Sundays were spent with her and some evenings after school .

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