Sometimes I feel as if the group I was supposed to be talking to just as if they were sisters are not listening at all. Even if they’re just internet friends, I get concerned once I see no reply from them once I send a message. Am I this freakin’ boring?
Also, one time I had an audio chat with them. All was good for the 1st five minutes, but then the conversation kept on going silent and the only thing I could hear were key clacking sounds. I kept telling them to start a conversation – however mundane and boring – and one of them just replied that conversation is hard.
Is that all? Why did you even set up an audio conference in the 1st place? Plus two of them were conversing IN PRIVATE. Totally not talking to the rest of us. I think I should find someone else. Or wait until I go to the countryside and see my real life and real friends. (Or at least the 1st persons around my age whom I finally feel happy with and wouldn’t leave me behind for stupid reasons.)
