I recently came across some child p*** while I was browsing the internet. I was going to turn it in immediately, but I suddenly got really h**** and masturbated to it. I still turned it in, but I have since started purposefully looking for it, m*********** to it, and turning it in. I stopped for a few months, but the urge came back. I think I report it to make it feel more okay that I am so turned on by it. I don’t want to be, I just am…