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I am cold.
And alone.
And I don’t think I belong in this world.
I have somehow convinced myself that if I get stronger, then I will be able to belong somewhere. I keep thinking, if only I could punch that little bit harder, kick that little bit higher, make myself that little bit harder, then I will find my place. I bury my self in my training somehow hoping for it to take away the pain. I keep thinking that, and I give myself false hope, but what would i do without it? What could I do without out a reason to keep going? Why don’t I belong? Maybe I should stop thinking, its bad for my brain.

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