Ok, so this is pretty simple i guess, i want to lose my V card. (I’m 19 now.) But. (yeah, there’s always a “but”) I can’t seem to find the right guy. I haven’t had any serious relationships for a year now because my last one ended only because he had to move to a different country, so we had to break it off even though we still had feelings for each other. And we hadn’t had s** because i didn’t feel ready then. He understood.
I guess, now that’s the reason I can’t find a guy that i trust and love enough to give him the pleasure of being the first one. I always compare guys to my ex.
So, yeah, i have high standarts, but i have simple human needs as well… What to do? Just give it up with someone who seems to be a decent guy, or wait till i’m actually in a relationship?

Feeling h**** and super confused…. ^_^