I really like Mike. Since the day I met him. Even when I was in two really good relationships, I would always think of him. After a tangent of randomly poping in and out of my life 2 years ago, he’s finally at hands grasp. I work with him now and he’s practically a manager. We agreed to be “just freinds” to prevent drama at work. Part of me feels that he said that because he really isn’t that into me. I mean, I’m not bad looking, infact I’m very good looking. Boy Scout at heart, always trying to do the right thing. I try to live my life where when I look back and reflect, I would be proud of the chooses I’ve made and the person I have become. Partly, that’s why I lost him the first time. I hope one day, he’ll give me an honest shot. I think that is why I really don’t want do date any other guys. My fear is that he’d be the guy who simply got away.