This is something that is absolutely killing me. I am 22 years old, and I am a p********. I have never done anything to a child. I have never even gotten close. But I want to. I wish I could find a little girl who WANTS me to make her c**, and play with her. I don’t want to have s** with a kid, but I really want to finger and eat out a kid. I wish I didn’t feel this way, and no one knows about it. I know if they did I’d be hated…