im holding a grudge on my boyfriend..he asked to break up last 3 days..even though he knows that im having exams in this few weeks, he tried to leave me..he even know that my parents wont be around during my exams, i need to take care of my siblings..im already in a mess but he had the intention to break up..why have i fall to that inconsiderate person..we’ve been together for 4 years and he wanted to break up just because i refused to kiss him..last night i sent him whatsapps messages..telling how im disappointed and how miserable my life had been when he did this to me..he had been ignoring my messages almost 4 days..suddenly just now he messaged me, calling me honey..who the hell he think he is??am i a trash?yes i was still holding onto him before, but now when he search for me again, i felt like i dont want him anymore..at least not until i finished my exams..i hope i do the right thing..and if later when ill find him, he doesnt want me anymore, i guess ill just accept it..move on will never be easy..but what else can i do..its just too pathetic to beg someone who doesnot value you existence