sometimes i think to myself that ill never truly be satisfied with the way i am. i can change my hair, style, friends, ect but i will never look at myself and be content with how i am. there was a period where i thought i got over my insecurities, but i’ve been feeling worse lately. i think telling someone would help, but im bad at randomly expressing my emotions and i always downplay myself by saying “their problems are worse than yours. dont make them burden twice as many problems.” i know its dumb because i would be disappointed if my friends thought the same way about not being able to tell me their problems, but its like impossible for me. and even if i did, what would it fix? am i looking for pity or compliments, reassuring that its really all just in my head? idek anymore :/ i dont think they’d understand sometimes. i know im not the worst, but im just always unsatisfied and i hate looking at myself nowadays. (=´∀｀) but itll work itself out im sure
