I’m not sure if I like my best friend. He’s great but I don’t wanna ruin things. I think I’m might just find another guy and see if I can stay in a committed relationship, which is hard for me since I hate clingyness. I want to be with a guy but I’m scared of commitment. I don’t want a guy to be under my t**** all the f****** time either. F***.it I might as well try.