I remember when I used to be the nice guy. When all I ever wanted was to find a girl and make her the happiest person in the world. I’m not unattractive or socially inept. I’m a confident person that is comfortable with being myself. I’m at an age where my relationship status should be contested and I should be meeting the woman I will spend the rest of my life with, but it just isn’t that way. Over the years I’ve discovered more about women that I would have ever hoped to know. Maybe it’s because I wish I could return to a day where I was unaware of the harsh reality of life. The most important of which is that no matter how much they place the blame on “the lack of quality guys” its just their method of projecting their self obsessive, egotistical, selfish lifestyles on to the male gender. I don’t know if it is modern societal values that have skewed the concept of what a real woman is or just how the female is biologically wired to think, but I have yet to come across a woman who actually considers that men have hearts as well. Gender roles are ruining our culture because they are projecting negative traits onto both men and women as a collective group. Sometimes I just feel so alone in the world, left to be the sole carrier of this ideaology. Still, no matter how hard the good guy in me trys, he is always unsuccessful. Now, I just don’t think that I have anything left to give.