Today was my birthday and I am kinda upset that almost every good thing that happened today was because of my doing, I got hired at a new job, I bought myself some chocolates, coffee, and a new book. The only other nice thing that happened was my room mate took me out to lunch, my boyfriend was supposed to take me out, and I had been looking forward to it all week because he hates to go out, I feel special whenever he does go out with me, but he forgot and didn’t feel like going anymore, just another promise for next time just like he did at christmas. I received one phone call that wasn’t my mom and everyone else was just over facebook. The friends I changed my life and habits for so I can keep them only sent facebook messages and I am upset to the point of tears. I feel selfish for hoping for more but I also feel like my birthday is the one day I am allowed to be. Am I wrong and just over tired or is it ok for me to be upset?